Alethea & Athena (double_dear) wrote,
Alethea & Athena
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Stronger, by alcare_minuruva

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Sometimes I wonder...can Americans understand English? Sometimes I wonder....

I mean, no matter how much you say something, no matter how much you try *and/or sometimes don't try* to make things right, people just look at you as if you're speaking a different language.

Sometimes I wonder...

...if I'm standing in the middle of a crowd, screaming my head off, and yet my voice is on mute. Why can't anyone hear me?

Please, someone tell me.

Someone save me.

Sometimes I wonder...

...why are people so selfish? Thinking of themselves alone. Making themselves victims of their own crimes. Do they not realize that these will be noticed for what they are? Self protecting lies...

Sometimes I wonder....

....why people are so childish, unthinking of the true world. Lost in the games of their mind they believe that their friends can save them for enternity. When will they learn?

Sometimes I wonder...

...how long can I survive in a world so dark, so full of self-righteous beings, fed deeply on their own self-importance.

Sometimes I wonder...

...can I survive.

But I know the answer.

It's no...

...not in this world of those who live in a twisted web of lies. In that world I have learned that I would quickly drown.

Sometimes I wonder...

...if these tears that I have cried will become an ocean which to swallow me.

Sometimes I wonder...

And yet I know I can save myself with just one word. One word could free me from my prision of tears. And I feel that I at last have the strength to say it....

Goodbye.

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